F U C K

firstly. i think i'm so going to gain the weight that i lost, just by eating dinner at twelve everynight, and bathing right after and then sleeping. very unhealthy i know. plus i don't bother to dry my hair after i bathe. a big no no right there. and at that, i'm falling ill. and all those uncertain times that eventually eat at work. sometimes eating nothing until i get home, others eating and eating some more at home. nuts. and, i recently became addicted to tea. "tea si/o". whatev. man. all that condensed and evaporated milk.

i suddenly feel so entirely depressed.

and, i just remembered that i have to attend the chalet tomorrow and i stupidly forgot and agreed to work another shift tomorrow. someone should tattoo the letters S, T, U, P and S on my forehead right now. i feel so bad by not attending all those class-ish functions, so i had better attend this one.

and man, i dropped my wallet somewhere today. with tonnes of my birthday cash, i/c, atm card et cetra. damn man. it had better be in the store.

and, you know. i just realised something. i'm writing so differently right now. it's as tho i have changed somehow. damn.

anyways, i have a new manager. more about her some other time. i have to report to work at 10.15 and i still have not batherd or whatever yet.

so, night.

and, i've realised how delirious i'm becoming.